Chapter One: My Lips Are Turning Blue
The
electricity has been out for several hours. I’m wearing nearly all of the
clothes I’ve brought for the next year, and I’m doing my best to cover my body
with a British Airways blanket, which is about the size of a generous hand
towel. I’m wearing a “coal miner” headlamp strapped to my head because the
candlelight coming from the candles stuck in Coca Cola and vinegar bottles on
the table next to my bed, give off less light than a firefly at one hundred
paces. I’m attempting to read, but can’t
because my hands are shaking uncontrollably and I can no longer turn the pages
of my book.
Coming
from the frigid hinterlands of Wisconsin, I recognized these symptoms as the
first stages of hypothermia. Alright, I
don’t really come from the “hinterlands” but my hometown of Milwaukee does get very
cold in the winter. Unless I had taken
the wrong flight yesterday, I shouldn’t be anywhere near the frigid hinterlands
of anywhere. Arusha is within spitting
distance of the equator, but here I am freezing my rear end off. How is this possible?
Tripled
up in a bedroom with Sally and Nancy for the next two weeks, I examine my
temporary roommates. They look warm,
comfortable and snug in their sleeping bags. They are having no problems reading
their books.
“JoAnn,
didn’t you get my e-mail last week?” Nancy asks. “Hey, your lips are turning blue.”
Nancy,
our volunteer guru for the next month, was the coordinator hired by Visions in
Action, the volunteer organization that has sent me here, along with twelve
other volunteers. Her job is to guide us through orientation and job interviews
until she returns to the U.S., the apron strings are cut and we start our real
volunteer work.
“What
e-mail?” I ask.
“I
told everyone to bring their sleeping bags since it drops down to the fifties
at night,” Nancy replies.
That
is the fifties with no central heat, storm windows or R-40 insulation. Tanzania
is south of the equator so it is the dead of winter. Arusha town sits at just over 3,700 feet elevation.
This might have had something to do with the low temperatures, but the equator is
right over that hill. What is six
degrees south in a potential longitudinal range of three hundred sixty? Equator is supposed to mean sweltering
tropics; Humphrey Bogart and Katharine Hepburn sweating buckets on the African Queen,
but nonetheless, despite all the humidity and perspiration-stained clothing,
managing to fall madly in love.
When
I’d met Nancy earlier that day just outside of customs at the Dar es Salaam
airport, I loved her honeyed Georgia drawl, but noted immediately that she
didn’t look a day over nineteen. (She is
actually twenty-three.) She sports shoulder-length
dreadlocks and has a nose ring.
Sally, a twenty-two year old
volunteer from California with waist-length pale blond straight hair, has
classic, California girl looks and with her athletic build she gives the
impression of having just stepped off a surfboard after landing a nine-foot
swell off Half Moon Bay.
Sally
is one of four volunteers in our group headed to Moshi town, about fifty miles
to the east of Arusha, after our month-long orientation. I am one of five volunteers assigned to stay
in Arusha. The house we are in will be my home for the next year. The other
four volunteers in our group face a two-day bus ride to their final destination,
Mwanza, a malaria-cursed port city on Lake Victoria in northwestern Tanzania.
Moshi is
known as the “gateway to the roof of Africa” because supposedly it is at the
foot of Mount Kilimanjaro. I say supposedly because you cannot actually see
Kilimanjaro from Moshi except on rare and special occasions. Kilimanjaro is very
high strung and moody and only shows herself during certain times of the year.
When one happens to be lucky enough to catch a glimpse of her, usually it is
only a partial view of the top, the base or the middle, rarely the whole. But
even an incomplete look at Africa’s highest mountain is breathtaking. I saw
Kili earlier today, on our ten-hour bus ride from Dar. All of a sudden there
she was on the blue horizon; the flat, snow-covered top seemed to float on the
gray clouds that completely obscured the base of the mountain. I took this as a
good omen for the next year.
Year. A year is a very long time. I
suddenly wonder if I will make it? In fact, I am beginning to wonder what I’m doing
here in the first place. I don’t know a soul on the entire continent, I’m freezing
to death and I’m sharing a room with two women nearly half my age. And, did I
mention I am sharing a room?